Where, you as well as I encounter another beloved who is definite isn’t able to take aboard anything which can adjust (which ordinarily would) one’s behavior; you’ll, see a continued self-importance beyond any other knowledgeable beloved; many, can be experiencing more a fantasy world of make-believe; such, a beloved can have ideas of “fame and glory” and say “things have been achieved” when nothing is behind such;
You, see a total exaggerated sense of self in an arbitrary continuous need to be seen; yet, at the same time you see a lack of development where one controls and exploits others; yet, at the same time what defines more the introverted narcissist is one has a deep lack of any empathy much for anyone else in the picture; as, conflicted parts have existed one has been “comfortable with such;”
Such, parts often don’t connect with each other; a, great disconnect matter of fact; it’s, where parts within one’s self are not really connecting to each other; typically, one part has to have what’s “covert” as a kept plan; for, as anyone is dissociated in being able to cope, where one wasn’t taught virtue yet just a set of rules to follow (that got broken on a regular basis) is one who hasn’t grown up seriously lacking empathy for others;
In, noting a built pattern, the typical most all note in such regard is of course an absolute observed self-obsession; so, it’s better you and I can here explore this topic together; for, inside this article you could be receiving valuable inside; one, can assist transformation; for, to become total one has to have a deeper insight into what one might observe; one, can determine over a long term that such behavior expressed above is a type of a disorder;
For all, such is a question put which you can be supposed to answer; for, you can agree to note the finest cause; and, to realize the universe and much the issue even behavior is uncaused; imitated, and conditioned by operant emotion; for, might you be discovering actually always what you’re not? For, isn’t this who is I aware to observe the perceiver who is in search of self;
Swiftly, can you do this by asking who am I? Isn’t it a fact you’re certain for which this is absolute as I is in you? Did, you not create a world within yourself? Is it that you’re searching within for the “cause of all?” Immersed in a still deep silence, transparent, integrated, one is called forward within to what is formless also nameless; for, all such is mental only; merely, a simple hollow shell;
The, narcissist personality disorder is where behavior is introverted; one, is stuck more inside and not as easy able to exit; where, conflicted part is you can notice one isn’t able to adjust to any new thought (which ordinarily would be adjusting one’s inner syntax) is seen not to adjust; this, is far rife to be seen; many, report to be terrorized by such an individual;
It, is because the introvert narcissist has a clear pattern of grandiosity; typically, one starts always is seeking always having a serious need for admiration which doesn’t get satisfied; so, approval issues exist one is not being taught virtue yet a set of rules; not, wanting to be viewed as “weaker” and considers guilt and shame to be weak; so, you see conflicted behavior where one is portraying something but on the other hand totally having a lack of any empathy for the other;
Also, what is observed is a total lack of remorse; of course, all mental definitions of behavior, even superconsciousness appears, yet isn’t existed; so, where one can have developmentally learned one can have no reason not to be seen clinging; yet, it’s exactly what the introverted narcissist ongoing is doing; one, can have a very deep insight into how might you release the load that’s been carried; some, charge totally not discharged has been present in the nervous system; some, degree of comfort relating to such;
For, all states as we’re talking about this is only a condition; which, is a state of mind; isn’t, being anyone’s identity; for, it is your identity which is real; I awareness is this path of hollow bone; the, toltec taught all to have left their mind alone; for, you to see you really don’t want anything; not, from the mind or the body; one, isn’t harvesting imagined “energy” by an experience; nor, coming up with something from memory; nor, just from the mind; for, who in you see all great act is existing of many small random acts of kindness left behind;
It’s fairly easy to spot more who is of an introverted narcissist persona; it’s, general a “bent” is which is related to what is more perfect; which, is difficult of challenge and certainly not total; it’s, like who has behavior such can turn off instantly; like, something doesn’t have salt or it does; the, introverted narcissist often doesn’t recognize how manipulative one is; yet, very covert ongoing in style;
Typically sabotaging not being able to help self from such; yet, afterward a realized loss; yet, a behavior driving things onward always; for, what is caused such is a feeling within of course; which, is about being misunderstood; also, typically because one lacks a poor capacity to be able to communicate; typical it is such could be healed more; one, can be aware that communication is response you’re getting back from another; not, what you could have had as your own intention;
It’s, typical such an individual can be triggered to be “hostile” fast; jumping, into ad-hominem with whoever they’re with; for, it is general someone has arrived a hard-wired condition is to that beloved’s identity; totally, being confused with what is resourceful; which, is an article of self behaving is someone is capable; doing, something or not; a, string behind what is hysterical, or "his start", such events connected sequentially by time which is not one’s identity;
The, introvert narcissist will let you know “they get drained extremely quick;” quicker, than a jackrabbit; always, you’ll hear such an individual reporting “how drained they became when socializing;” you’ll see such an individual always drifting off, doing what they can to be noticed such is; to, be alone; time, taken alone is recharging; during, a recharge one is in internal dialogue typically; reflecting, always on some internal stickiness; always, quietly not to be noticed much yet a focus coming from an internal chatter; of, an insistent feeling and internal dialogue about such;
Typically lacking any vision; also, a general lack of any proper referential indexing; you’ll witness words being used like “we” “they”, “him” ,”her”; one, points to relate to where someone is yet lacking any empathy to those pointed to outside; it’s a lack someone has to point out who is the introvert; for, the narcissist is protecting what is turned inward of the mind; is, shown you how one has created one’s own world;
To, have a noted display as indicated lack of external empathy; a, lack of guilt and shame also which would keep someone more on track; who, of course wasn’t parented got a surrogate spouse relation instead; typically, was emotionally incessant instead; to, have to ongoing put up with some trauma reenactment syndrome; one, spending time with such typically is to lack any long term relation; often, is only able to connect with one gender not both;
One, can have trouble with one’s own gender as a female who is introverted; or, only be able to have one’s own gender as an introverted male covertly sabotaging others ongoing without any empathy or remorse for the domestic terroristic condition placing others under; where, exposed such an introvert or extrovert narcissist will be covert or openly ongoing hostile;
Keeping, a straw; logging, all negativity; being, very easy to tell how if your pet as a dog is an introverted narcissist is where you see headphones ongoing being worn more; it’s a display always like “I do not want to hear you;” when, you see this that’s the message; who, does such is completely unaware of any presupposition; to, who is around where one is doing this is a serious blame drain; being, a total wrongful use of dopamine;
One, would have only got pulled inward; head, very far forward; walk, with limp wrists; one, can be always with a nose way out over the heart; always, sitting with a rounded back; neglect, and emotional abuse existed in a childbearing along with being overpraised; such, leads to an introverted personality disorder; it’s a very common trait of the introverted narcissist not to be able to focus ever except on one’s own interest;
Which, typically leads on to a grandiose fantasy; lacking, any proper appreciation for whatever worked or whatever gift would have been given; like, ideas like a cat could have walked through a glass partition; who, is more I aware realizes that the past isn’t actual at all; the, introverted narcissist doesn’t have a sounding board and is lacked of personal development because of such; so
What, will become so is the future; for, this is got; one, is got; for, this is you; for, this is you who need not get at that; for, you can not ever get at “it”; for, such is a fiction; for, this I see what you two could see if you could be more here with me, here and now; what, you can have a far more corrective focus than you’ve had; for, this is you who is real becoming aware of your own existence;
For, as nothing exists wherever it be pointed at; for, otherwise looking at the finger pointing at the moon can have lost the splendor of the moon; by, searching you’re also inquiring always within the course of questioning daily; such, is an ongoing in an I aware mediation; living, walking, sitting, inspired; for, you stop to smell the roses; suddenly, you discover it is by your own earnestness;
For, who was left remained only introverted as a narcissist to be seen with a personality disorder always and never not has ongoing negative internal dialogue; where, whatever happened the introvert narcissist does it ten thousand times to themself inside is noticeable really unable to change that state typically; for, as you’re discovering is it you could be more aware now more of your own natural state?
This, I is in a natural state while many are being amused merely; all, definition in one’s head applies only to matter; what’s transient in relation; for, you have to stop defining your own self; for, you can no longer be attracted to defining ongoing body expression; you become convinced more to turn such around; for, one can only can truthfully after a search ‘I am;’ you’re, maintaining a happyface within self permanent;
Anyone, who lacks a balance relating to internal and external orientation and lacks a balance of referential indexing; also, lacks long-term relation for it is for surly recognized where one is; the, introvert narcissist typically has a particular agenda; generally, displays as indicated an array of gender bias; typically, also has transparency bias; degrees of selective mutism; so, generally such a beloved is very poor partnering skill; and, little to no proper group or family dynamic; nothing, such ever gets developed yet delayed;
So, can you become more aware now of this which is your own natural state; for, in a natural state one is in a whole brained function mode; not, merely being entertained and amused; for, can you say "it is my own reality I am imparting inside?” “It’s me, which is the subject this I can have an awareness about;” for, as expected, also remembered state is totally separate from one event to the next;
Your, present is identical; all, despite knowing success is; event, and as a stroke is identical nothing is in any present event; to, make such stand out as anything which could be real; for, it’s in this father’s reality to give in this present; for, I am real; for, I is always now in this present; can, you keep in mind all which is virtuous of generosity an discernment as a great act always is many random acts of kindness left behind?
An experience is not a way of life; being, a mental condition which as a dream belongs to the dreamer; which cannot be given to another beloved; so, you can always ask yourself what value is this of benefit to you or someone else; how would you benefit? How does the other benefit? Most, act from stupid behavior where there is no benefit; for, instance having ongoing in your head which is part as an experience;
It’s, reality to be able to experience and impart something to the experience of; for, what is not real is the experience; such, is a mental construct without an experiencer; for, where a missing referential index is one will often say “he” or “she” and not use this beloved’s name; or, swing into a mode where one sees others who have deficit; to, distract away from one’s own inner sense of training; such, is one’s own; for instance
“I, am giving you my model of the world;” for, you can only have had perception unless I was there already; for, all can observe and feel a heartbeat; your inspiration can be lengthened; shoulders, relaxed also tummy; such, perception about such shows you who is beyond the perception being aware of such; for, without I no perception exists; for, it is not possible for one to be something else; for, this I is nothing perceivable nor imaginable; yet, without this I you cannot have perception nor an experience;
So, a narcissist is in dissonance not a new mindset; yet, remained only with an unexamined double bind; to, stay with an idea of opposing parts where nobody is to gain anything; a, parent having a child which by simple imprint from imitation; also, operant conditioning can have learned how to escape the world created within by being withdrawn from that world; so
Not, being parented properly; via, behavior becoming imprinted as identity; such, is a cause of more introverted narcissistic personality disorder; for, all can be benefited by being taught whole brain functioning patterning; you, discover virtue where the opposite is a felt shame, or guilt; this, is needing to be developed; such, gets one on a proper path; for, all such you can thrive only can come alive; otherwise
To, be ongoing engaged in conflict; one, has never learned how to set any boundaries for self; this, is lacking of proper self discipline; where, the beloved who is manipulating others is really acting out ongoing what is their own internal issue; so, in wrapping this narrative up for all one can experience is a possibility of being spaceless and timeless; being, in a state of ongoing of play for real; for, bliss is an essence identical; for, such is indifferent to memory;
For, yet such awareness also is indivisible; this is not something you can be divided; so, for how many experiencing it can have found what this is, which is an indivisible condition? For, might love be worthy? Also, lovableness? For, is such a power you have being formless, not being attached, nor having any prediction, nor choice; which, isn’t a great love in perfect detachment;
For, it is upon your heart all is drawn; for, this is the source of I awareness; for, this is yourself having stopped imagining; for, you own the steps you’re taking more ever smoothly toward reality; for, you can have let go now more a burden to be more unattached in what you’re doing; you, become ever caring more about life rather than being manipulative; placing, a burden on others; then, traveling off with regret;
It’s, for you who has been able more to give yourself a chance; love jubbdavid;
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